Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Addicted

I hate life
can I have a knife
to slit my wrist this time
I know that if I end my life
Id be commiting crime
but im tryna end this strife

dont give me a blade
cuz my arm will get laid
and my best friend betrayed

I would be ashamed
cutting to me is now so lame

But Im addicted
it makes me feel wicked
and Im so tempted

the bad deeds from the past
haunt me at last

someone help me fix my mind
I dont know if we got much time

but ill hold off as long as i can
juss walk up behind me and grab my hand
and walk me through this troubling time
hold me close
comfort me
thanx for the help it was lovely

Super-Emo

With lotz of emotional feeling
my insides need lots of healing
in the time that this may take
you may notice every mistake
but look beyond that pretty please
it seems that lately my happiness is only a tease
my whole life I have been being abandoned
it makes me feel unwanted
on the deck of life Im stranded
why cant I be saved by a sexy super-hero
not with super-powers
but super-emoa guy or gurl to understand me perfectly
us showing eachother love
would work out beautifully