Silent Cryz Hurt More

I cut myself
and it dont matter
cuz silent cryz hurt more
I coudlve bled to death
and i dont care
cuz silent cryz hurt more
I hate the pain
I really do but
silent cryz hurt more
I didnt feel it
I felt whats inside
cuz silent cryz hurt more

someone please
juss take it away
i really am
going insane
but im going to where
ive already been
i dont believe in god
but my whole life is sin

it has been since the beginning
from incest to cutting
CAN THE WORLD JUSS STOP SPINNING!

I know youre worried
but please dont be
cuz silent cryz hurt more
youll be mad
and ima cry
but silent cryz hurt more
atleast the tears will come to my eyes
and it wont feel like my eyes will bleed
cuz silent cryz hurt more
I could lose you as my friend
It would feel like the world did end
YET SILENT CRYZ HURT MORE?!

I SHOULDVE JUSS DEALT WITH THE PAIN
OH MY GOD
I AM INSANE

cuz silent cryz hurt more

Im Lost

Im hurt so bad
My heart is bruised
I feel like I have been being used

By family and friends
all over the world
Im once again
this lost lonely gurl

I dont know if Im loved
I dont feel like people care
I feel like Im in the way
these emotions I cannot bare

I am so uncontrolably lost
If I do something wrong
I guess Ill jus have to pay the cost

better times

I have no life
I have no soul
my heart is usually very cold
well that is how things used to be
but now my soul is nearly set free

I have great friends that I like to see

No more suicidal attempts
no cutting
juss crying
is how my sadness is spent

So if your worried bout me
Id juss like you to know
Im too attached to this world
Im not ready to go

I cant sleep forever
if I cant sleep all night
juss the thought of death
gives me huge fright

Im not gonna be
one of deaths little toys
I dont love my life
but I wont be
one of deaths kind of joys

Dry Cry

My eyes are dry
I'm crying deeply on the inside
and no one seems to care

Moms keeping me away
from people I love
running away Im tempted to dare

I'm sad and I can't cry
I feel like I am going to die
So much bad news
what is it I'm supposed to do

my lifes like one big joke
why dont god juss let me croke

oh wait
mybad
he doesnt exist

why cant my eyes have even a tiny mist

so misery is bringing you down
so youre taken me with you
juss becuz youre sad
dont mean I have to be too

I thought you loved me
you shouldnt drag me down
to feeling blue